CF

joined the gym yesterday.. Celebrity Fitness..
planning to go there everyday after work.. but i dunno how long i'm gonna last like that huahahahahaha..
target: lose some weight.. nope nope.. lose much weight.. :D

Miss Him Already

My sis went back to USA last Saturday n the house feels empty again.. I still remember how I used to see Sean in the morning, just before I go to work.. how it felt to touch him n hear his voice.. now he's miles away.. 24 hours flight away.. :( cant do much about it :(

my mom knew n i guess she was trying to cheer me up last Sunday.. took me to watch X-Men 3.. though some people said it's a bit disappointing.. hah! not to me!! :D love it very muchhhh... i love X-Men n i wouldnt say bad things bout them hehehehe.. :D finally i watched it ei? went with my 2 naughty little cousins.. and they quite kept me distracted that day..

but now? i'm back to missing Sean.. :( huaaaaaaaaaaa.. when can i see him againnnnnnnn??? huaaaaaaaaaa...

Pretty Upset

yesterday I got off from work on time.. just to see my nephew earlier.. but guess what? my parents took them all out to Kelapa Gading Mall.. he said to have dinner, just for a while.. I was kinda upset..

I rarely can see my nephew now.. cos they (my sister n all) dun stay in my house anymore.. so i dun get to see him every morning right before I go to work.. and now in the evening, when i came home, i always find the house empty, they all go somewhere fun to have dinner.. :(

waited for almost 3 hours.. still no sign from them.. i was really angry then.. cried for a while.. :( felt like they dun give me a chance to meet my nephew.. it just aint fair..

I mean.. they went to Bali.. all of them.. for 5 days.. I couldnt go with them cos I had to work.. definitely i miss them lots!!! .. sure finally they went back to Jakarta 2 nights ago.. but it was 11 pm and Sean was asleep already.. :( ... "and now I also cant see him??" *uuuuuuurrrrrggggghhhhhhhh!!!* was kinda angry at my parents...

hhh but then they finally came home.. around something past 9 pm.. i was afraid that Sean might be asleep.. but I guess they been keeping him awake just so i dun yell at them.. hehe.. :P YES!! oh but I only can played with him for a short while.. cos he was getting sleepy.. :(

my dad told me not to go to work today.. cant.. dunno why.. but i just dun want to.. maybe tomorrow.. cos my sister's going back to USA on Saturday.. i wanna spend her last day here with her.. PLEASEEEE let me have a day off.. pleaaaaaaasseeeeeeee...