Piano Scores (Part 1)

Hey there..
For those of you who r looking for piano scores, i hope these links help..

Note that you need Overture software from Geniesoft to open ".ove" files, GuitarPro to open some of the guitar tabs (dunno the format.. .gp?), and Adobe Acrobat Reader to open ".pdf" files..

• ABC Music (solo piano but not many songs available)


• Sheet Music USA (some classical n oldies for piano n guitar)


• Mr Piano (kinda like this one, has many new popular songs but mostly the songs r not for solo piano)


• Jay Chou Studio (as u might know from its name, for those who loves his songs, you can get the scores from here, password to open the files is provided there)


• 流行钢琴网 PoPiano (a site in chinese language, has lots and lots of chinese songs, some r .ove files, some r purely images.. the site has japanese, korean, n western songs too, midi files r available too)


• 虫虫钢琴 Chong Chong Gang Qin (similar to PoPiano but it also provides images and mp3 for the songs besides .ove n midi files.. that's what i love bout this site!!! :D uhm.. this site is in chinese)

not many links.. i know.. :(
oh but i found some of the links thru some friends in Multiply, you might want to look there (registration needed) :D
Now here are some files I've collected along the way.. downloaded them, printed them out, but still no sign of me being able to play them by heart :D

Classics

• Nocturne (13?) - .rar, .gif


• Fur Elise (Beethoven) - .pdf

Western

• If You're Not The One (Daniel Bedingfield) - .pdf


• Killing Me Softly With This Song - .rar, .gif


• My Way - .rar, .gif


• This Old Man - .pdf

Chinese

• 爱我别走 Ai Wo Bie Zou (Jay Zhou) - .rar, .gif


• 第一次 Di Yi Ci (Michael Guang Liang) - .pdf


• 搁浅 Ge Qian (Jay Zhou) - .rar, .gif


• 黑色毛衣 Hei Se Mao Yi (Jay Zhou) - .rar, .gif


• 后来 Hou Lai (Rene Liu) - .rar, .gif


• 记事本 Ji Shi Ben (Kelly Chen) - .rar, .gif


• 江南 Jiang Nan - JJ Lin - .rar, .gif


• 菊花台 Ju Hua Tai (Jay Zhou) - .pdf


• 浪漫手机 Lang Man Shou Ji (Jay Zhou) - .rar, .gif


• 千里之外 Qian Li Zhi Wai (Jay Zhou) - .pdf (version 1)


• 千里之外 Qian Li Zhi Wai (Jay Zhou) - .rar, .gif (version 2)


• 丝路 Si Lu (Fish Leong) - .rar, .gif


• 天堂 Tian Tang (Michael Guang Liang) - .rar, .gif


• 童话 Tong Hua (Michael Guang Liang) - .rar, .gif (version 1)


• 童话 Tong Hua (Michael Guang Liang) - .rar, .gif (version 2)


• 童话 Tong Hua (Michael Guang Liang) - .rar, .gif (version 3)


• 童话 Tong Hua (Michael Guang Liang) - .rar, .gif (version 4 OMG i have 4 versions of this song!!!)


• 一首简单的歌 Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge (Lee Hom) - .rar, .gif


• 遇见 Yu Jian (Stephanie Sun) - .rar, .gif (!!extremely recommended!! i just love this song!! hehe ehm..)

Waaaaahhh.. okkkkk... that's all for now.. i might be adding some more (after i find a way to convert my .ove files to .gif, or i might just share the .ove files) :D
anyone has "Zhi Neng Bao Zhe Ni" by Guang Liang n Fish Leong? please please pleaseeeee....

What A Wonderful World!!!

".. and I say to myself,
what a wonderful world.."

wearing green today.. to reduce the heat in the air haha.. there has been something wrong with this room's aircon for days..

and as i wandered around the office, stopping here n there (gossiping in finance dept, red.), i can really feel the difference.. *sigh* .. n now, back in this room (graphic dept, red.), it somehow just feels even hotter!!!

A story about ASP :D

I'm making a gallery page n found problem trying to display the pictures.. some of the pics' dimensions r larger than the frame's n it got ruined (the frame just went here n there, very messy!!!)



#1:
<img src="ehm.jpg" width="380">

using "width" with the "img" properties didnt do any good.. as u might know, it resizes all the pics to that specified width, including the small pics, showing every bit of their pixels..



#2:
<img src="ehm.jpg" style="max-width:380">

Sure, that works with Mozilla n perhaps any other browser, but not IE.. Oh i supposed it should work with Opera too..
the small pics r shown in their real dimensions, while the big ones r shown in the specified width (380).. with Opera too, but the frame was still a mess, as if the pic hasnt been resized at all..!!



#3:
.previmg {
max-width:380px;
width: expression(this.width > 380 ? 380: true);
}

browsed the i-net n found above code.. thanx to phydeaux3 .. just add that css code and change the img tag to:

<img src="ehm.jpg" class="previmg">

n voila! the IE problem's solved..
unfortunately, it's still the same problem with Opera..
by that time, my senior told me that's a common problem in design, just ignore it n stick to the most-use browser (IE)



#4:
<%
imgpath = Server.MapPath("./ehm.jpg")
Set fs= CreateObject("Scripting.FileSystemObject")
If fs.fileExists(imgpath) Then
set myImg = loadpicture(imgpath)
imgwidth = myImg.width/26.4583
If imgwidth <= 380 Then
imgwidth = imgwidth
Else
imgwidth = 380
End If
End If
Response.Write("<img src=""ehm.jpg"" width=""" & imgwidth & """>")
%>

Finally!! found this code.. thanx to Frank and all problems r solved!! hahahaha.. so happyyyyyyyyyy... (for now) :D
who says that "4" is a bad number??

perhaps there's a simplier way??

Hummm....

Daily Bread
"Then he adds:
"Their sins and lawless acts
I will remember no more."
- Hebrews 10:17

Got scolded last Thursday cos I didnt go with my "brother".. actually, it's not because of him, but it's because lately I came home late from work n kept saying "no" when my friends' asked me to go out n meet them..

Well, i just dont like the feeling of leaving something unfinished i can even dream about the project!!! (until I realized that it is late n i have to go home).. :( n that leaves me with "take shower", "play an hour of piano", and "nite nite sleep".. that was why my mom bla bla me.. saying "if u dun get extra for working over hour, then why do u do that? u need to be selfish sometimes, that way you can have time to socialize, go out with friends, refreshing, find a new friend.. not just work work work!!"

That makes sense..

Then yesterday.. I went to a wedding party with my dad.. the groom was my cousin's wife's nephew.. but last nite was the first time i saw him (ok, that's not nice).. he was an only child.. so they made a big party.. with champagne and 100 tables with 10 people each.. oh and I met one of my "brothers" (not the one that i was supposed to meet on Thursday, but he knew bout it --> news travels fast.. if one of them knows something, the others do too.. so if i have any problem at all, telling it to one of them would be like "announcing" it.. duuuhhh n btw, he agreed to what my mom said), the bride n the groom were his friends back in Aussie.. haha what a small world..

tamarinnnn..

"As vinegar to the teeth and smoke to the eyes, so is a sluggard to those who send him." - Proverbs 10:26

A friend once gave me a pocket book of characters. It has bible passages inside and as i opened it today, i found those words.. uhm.. kinda strikes me with this "being lazy" thing.. :P

yup, a bit lazy, a bit bored, almost done with one part of the project, a good thing it is.. but still need something to cheer myself up..!!! would a candy help? need my tamarin flavour "kurang asem"!!! :D

Split Splat Splot

"The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up"

Happy Monday y'all!!!! :D

been waiting for this day to come.. does it make me sound like a workaholic? :P i was late to work though.. at last!! after two months!! late again.. hhh.. n only 5 seconds late!! reason: overslept.. and tummy ache..

a part of me cant wait to get here, to continue what i was doing on friday (working, not playing games, FYI, a bit unusual of me.. but hey!!) kept thinking bout it during weekend (kinda ruin it too), i even dreamt bout my work!!! hhhhh... oh not only that, i also dreamt bout my lost t-shirts (bought them, wore them once, threw them in laundry basket, n ZAP! they disappeared!).. i found them back in my dream, with tweety pictures embroided on them (why tweety? dunno..)

the other part of me? wish the weekend would never end so i can play the piano longer, studying some new piano sheets i've downloaded n printed out days before.. uhm...

k, cya l8r!!!

what's with skirts?

UNBELIEVABLE!!! I left 10 minutes earlier but arrived 10 minutes later than usual!!! what's with the traffic this morning...??
and what's with it last nite?? it took me one n a half hour to get home.. huaaaaa...

oh, am wearing skirt today.. and then my friends went "u'r wearing a skirt!! ehemm.." ... what's with a skirt?? *hope they dun read this* hihi...

i wont be surprised if it was my college friends who say those words, since i almost always wore jeans back then (regarding how i was always late for classes, and so i had to run from the parking lot) .. but i often wear skirts to work.. starting to femininize (?) myself :P hoho.. still.. it's not like it's a part of me that they have never seen before..

uhm.. or maybe.. was it because i sometimes tease them when they're wearing skirts? hmmm... could be... (what about the guys?)

*sigh*

Cha Chi Cho Cha

Found some Jason Mraz' songs yesterday, had no idea who he was but been listening to his songs n I fell in love *hahaha is that a bit too much? or way too much?* .. in fact, i'm listening to them right now :D hihi... still unable to say which is my fave.. i just love them all!!! :D

Oops but still Jay Zhou is #1 ... then Lee Hom :">

Anyway.. woke up late this morning (again).. n am still sleepy.. my cell woke me up from my dream (if i did dream) couple times..

wasnt late for work but i was kinda worried along the way.. someone told me that there's something wrong with my car tire (front left).. but i dun dare to stop there, tried to as quickly as possible get to the office n checked it.. well, as he said, it was a bit flat.. lucky, one of the drivers here offered to take the car to fix it.. hihi :D it's all fine now :D

a reason not to stop there? as most of u might know, how dangerous it is to do that.. once, someone told my friend that his tire went flat and so he stopped to check.. nothing was wrong with it, but when he got back into the car, he realized that his notebook was gone.. :(

ok, better start working now *with Jason Mraz accompanying me* :D urgh, my left eye hurts!!

Stress Management..!!

it's still 8.42 AM and i'm not in a good mood already!!! :(

I was almost LATE for work today.. it took me 20 MINS on the road which before only took LESS THAN 5 MINS to get thru.. :( why?? cos that busway thing.. I dont understand what he's trying to do.. kept saying it'd solve our traffic issues, but all i can see is it's just getting WORSE each day!!! sure it helps them who has to go by bus.. but the buses not as secure as before either, not as we thought at first..

then some convenient 3-lanes roads now left with only ONE LANE.. a good idea, of course, to build such thing, just like in some countries around the world, a nice structured road, but does it suit our condition here? there r millions of people living here in this city alone HELLOOOOOOOOO... huuu.. it takes my friend even 2 hours... TWO HOURS to get to work..!!! aaaaaaaarrrrgghhhhh... dunno what to say anymore.. SPEECHLESS!!!

hope he's planning something good to solve this problem.. HOPE!! seems a bit impossible though since they SOMEHOW manage to clear the road whenever he wants to pass by, he DOES NOT know how it feels to be STUCK in traffic jam for hours just because of his "SO-CALLED-ART"!!

btw, dun ask me who this "he" refers to.. this is just something i feel inside, no offense..

AAAAAAAAARRRRRHHHHHHH MORNING STRESS!!!! :(

Explanation of God

hihi got this from a friend's blog \(^o^)/ u might have read it before *dun really care haha..*

THIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!!

It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny
Dutton, who lives in Chula Vista, CA. He wrote it
for his third grade homework assignment, to
"explain God." I wonder if any of us could have
done as well?
[ .... and he had such an assignment, in
California, and someone published it, I guess
miracles do happen ! ]


EXPLANATION OF GOD:
"One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes
them to replace the ones that die, so there will
be enough people to take care of things on earth
He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think
because they are smaller and easier to make. That
way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time
teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave
that to mothers and fathers."

"God's second most important job is listening to
prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some
people, like preachers and things, pray at times
beside bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to
the radio or TV because of this. Because he hears
everything, there must be a terrible lot of noise
in his ears, unless he has thought of a way to
turn it off."

"God sees everything and hears everything and is
everywhere which keeps Him pretty busy. So you
shouldn't go wasting his time by going over your
mom and dad's head asking for something they said
you couldn't have."

"Atheists are people who don't believe in God. I
don't think there are any in Chula Vista At least
there aren't any who come to our church."

"Jesus is God's Son. He used to do all the hard
work, like walking on water and performing
miracles and trying to teach the people who didn't
want to learn about God. They finally got tired of
him preaching to them and they crucified him But
he was good and kind, like his father, and he told
his father that they didn't know what they were
doing and to forgive them and God said O.K."

"His dad (God) appreciated everything that he had
done and all his hard work on earth so he told him
he didn't have to go out on the road anymore. He
could stay in heaven. So he did. And now he helps
his dad out by listening to prayers and seeing
things which are important for God to take care of
and which ones he can take care of himself without
having to bother God. Like a secretary, only more
important."

"You can pray anytime you want and they are sure
to help you because they got it worked out so one
of them is on duty all the time."

"You should always go to church on Sunday because
it makes God happy, and if there's anybody you
want to make happy, it's God!

Don't skip church to do something you think will
be more fun like going to the beach. This is
wrong. And besides the sun doesn't come out at the
beach until noon anyway."

"If you don't believe in God, besides being an
atheist, you will be very lonely, because your
parents can't go everywhere with you, like to
camp, but God can. It is good to know He's around
you when you're scared, in the dark or when you
can't swim and you get thrown into real deep water
by big kids."

"But...you shouldn't just always think of what God
can do for you I figure God put me here and he can
take me back anytime he pleases.

And..that's why I believe in God."

Writely

I'm posting blog using Writely ... just testing hahahaha.. *norak* :P

Yesterday was Indonesia independence day.. so.. MERDEKAAAA!!!! :D

went to the beach with my bro's friends' families, ate seafood there.. yummy yummy.. but very tiring.. guess we ate too much too :P

too bad couldnt get a day off today (Friday), otherwise i'd be spending my loooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggggg weekend.. hhh.. but the road was far from the usual.. i arrived very very early this morning.. almost half an hour early.. hahaha.. no traffic jam at all!!! :D yay!!!

aaaaaarrrggghhh i just realized, Writely doesnt have Maiandra GD font!!!! :( hiks... nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....

Not Today..

Almost late for work today.. 8.27 AM haha... actually it was 8.31 AM already according to my car's clock :P

I'm having a bet.. well, actually not a bet.. but just between me n my friend.. that we wont be late for work this month.. not even once.. hahaha..

see, the office displays monthly review on our attendance.. and one of our friend got an outstanding review in June.. she was never late, never call in sick, never forget to log into the attendance computer.. kinda make us jealous..

anyway.. it's the 8th of August... so far.. i still manage :P

Hhh..

Not feeling too well these few days..
sleepy like hell..
heavy eyes.. a bit hurt too.. dunno why..
aching head..
a bit warm... fever?
not in the mood to talk much..

An End for Us?

July 17.. another Tsunami striked Indonesia.. this time it hit the southern part of West Java.. came with an earthquake.. I didnt feel it though.. but my friend said they did (high storey buildings).. hundreds people died.. but according to the news this morning, the location has been claimed free of dead bodies...

July 18.. couple times of earthquake happenned.. and no, i didnt feel it either..

July 19.. yesterday.. earthquake again.. hit the western part of West Java.. the police n medics are now moving to that area.. they said that it was another kind of earthquake, got nothing to do with the tsunami..

Some paranormal predicted that there would be another disaster in Jakarta in early August.. huaaaaaaaaaa.. so scareddddddddd :( is this how we gonna end??

Flag = Airport?

Yesterday was my brother's first day in highschool.. so now he's attending the orientation event.. that's where the seniors get the chance to bully the freshmen.. it was only the beginning but the assignments they gave my bro..?? loads!!! enough to turn the house up side down...

Been helping him last nite.. till around 1 AM.. woke up this morning at 4 AM, helped him again completing the assignments.. one of them was to listen to the morning news (at 5 AM) and write what it talked about.. Since my bro couldnt hear, somebody must be an angel and help him, right? so yup u could say i'm more like a sister now to him than before hahahaha..

Oh but i did annoy him a few times.. i.e, he asked me how does the Brunei Darussalam flag (bendera) look like.. i said i dunno.. so I looked it up on the internet and printed 3 pictures of it... and after that, i just realized that he asked for flag (bendera) pics and the ones i printed out were Brunei's airport (bandara) pics.. :(

i think i need to go to the doctor n check my hearing :P

well, dunno how many days the orientation will be.. maybe 3 days or worse.. a week..!! gossshhhh... i'm so sleeppyyyy... and it's not even 2 days yet!!!

Pirates of Caribbean 2

Watched it yesterday... hahaha but i forgot how the first one was, so i was a bit confused with things and kept throwing question at my bro every now n then "who is he/she?" "what's that?" .. lucky he remembered n WILLING to answer me :P very annoying, I KNOW, to watch movie with someone who asks all the time, but cant help it hahaha..

it was a good movie though, had a good laugh too :P .. seeing how it ends, Jack Sparrow missing, unsolved mission, i'm expecting Pirates of Caribbean 3 :D

Been A While

been a while again.. ouch oh no i'm getting lazy updating my blog :P
my work is quite busy these few days.. but i'm happy with it.. it's so MUCH BETTER than having nothing to do :P

then life... life is good.. not great.. just good.. got upset recently.. bout something that my aunt said to my "bro" regarding my love life.. :( said something that I dun even feel.. maybe it's what she feels right now but she didnt realize it, instead.. making it sound as if i was the one who's feeling it.. :( actually, i kinda feel the opposite here ;) *got no clue what i'm talking bout here, ei?*

anyway.. we were planning to watch Superman today, me n my co workers.. but then the plan was cancelled.. we thought the movie start at 7.. at least that was the information we got from the internet.. one of my friend went to the cinema on Saturday to buy the tickets.. n she found out that the movie starts at 8.. with 150 mins duration.. meaning.. we'd be out around 10.30 PM.. past my night hour :P

i'm not too excited about this movie though.. Superman is my #2 least favorite superhero.. Batman is #1 :P dunno why.. I just dun like them.. :P

CF

joined the gym yesterday.. Celebrity Fitness..
planning to go there everyday after work.. but i dunno how long i'm gonna last like that huahahahahaha..
target: lose some weight.. nope nope.. lose much weight.. :D

Miss Him Already

My sis went back to USA last Saturday n the house feels empty again.. I still remember how I used to see Sean in the morning, just before I go to work.. how it felt to touch him n hear his voice.. now he's miles away.. 24 hours flight away.. :( cant do much about it :(

my mom knew n i guess she was trying to cheer me up last Sunday.. took me to watch X-Men 3.. though some people said it's a bit disappointing.. hah! not to me!! :D love it very muchhhh... i love X-Men n i wouldnt say bad things bout them hehehehe.. :D finally i watched it ei? went with my 2 naughty little cousins.. and they quite kept me distracted that day..

but now? i'm back to missing Sean.. :( huaaaaaaaaaaa.. when can i see him againnnnnnnn??? huaaaaaaaaaa...

Pretty Upset

yesterday I got off from work on time.. just to see my nephew earlier.. but guess what? my parents took them all out to Kelapa Gading Mall.. he said to have dinner, just for a while.. I was kinda upset..

I rarely can see my nephew now.. cos they (my sister n all) dun stay in my house anymore.. so i dun get to see him every morning right before I go to work.. and now in the evening, when i came home, i always find the house empty, they all go somewhere fun to have dinner.. :(

waited for almost 3 hours.. still no sign from them.. i was really angry then.. cried for a while.. :( felt like they dun give me a chance to meet my nephew.. it just aint fair..

I mean.. they went to Bali.. all of them.. for 5 days.. I couldnt go with them cos I had to work.. definitely i miss them lots!!! .. sure finally they went back to Jakarta 2 nights ago.. but it was 11 pm and Sean was asleep already.. :( ... "and now I also cant see him??" *uuuuuuurrrrrggggghhhhhhhh!!!* was kinda angry at my parents...

hhh but then they finally came home.. around something past 9 pm.. i was afraid that Sean might be asleep.. but I guess they been keeping him awake just so i dun yell at them.. hehe.. :P YES!! oh but I only can played with him for a short while.. cos he was getting sleepy.. :(

my dad told me not to go to work today.. cant.. dunno why.. but i just dun want to.. maybe tomorrow.. cos my sister's going back to USA on Saturday.. i wanna spend her last day here with her.. PLEASEEEE let me have a day off.. pleaaaaaaasseeeeeeee...

I Hate These Few Days!!!

"X-Men 3: The Last Stand now playing in theatres near you!!" An ad I saw on TV a few days back.. I got so excited.. couldnt wait to watch it.. that's what my brother n bro-in-law felt too.. Its premiere was on Wednesday.. we were planning to go..

I was supposed to go to the mall n bought the tickets as soon as I got off from work.. but what happened?? I was ready to go.. I turned off my computer.. and when I was just about to go.. one of my senior called.. she said there was a customer complaining that his account hasnt been activated yet.. but we did activate it since morning.. and I tried logging in using his account.. it worked!! told him that twice.. but he kept saying the same thing.. hhhh.. weird!!! :( maybe he knew I was going to have fun watching my fave superheroes and so he decided to ruin it all!!! uuuuuurrrggghhh...

I really want to watch this movie this week huaaaaaaaaaaaa... cant watch it with my family though, since they r all outta town.. going on a trip to Bali!! leaving me all alone at home (with my cousin, actually).. leaving me!!! just because I cant take some days off from work!! (cos I havent work for more than a year here) :( they gonna have fun, parasailing, banana boat.. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. that's why I wanna watch the movie this weekend.. so I can have fun too.. so I wont just stay home n pitying myself..!!

Well, I asked my cousin (the one that's staying at my house) to go with me.. but she dun like that kind of movies.. so she wont go..

I was thinking bout asking my aunt.. but she's now outta town too, dunno when she'd be back.. and I'm not sure she'd like superheroes movies too :(

Should I ask my highschool friends? uhm... to tell u the truth, I'm not really in the mood to go with them right now.. dunno why.. but I cant seem to chat (gossip) with them like I used to.. sometimes I dunno what or who they're talking bout (some of them work in d same place)..

Well, at least I have my "brothers" (guy friends who r older than me)... but do I??? I asked one of them (Edward).. he said he dun wanna go to theatres.. he said he'd rather watch the DVD.. hhhh.. then asked another one (Luxki).. he'd like to go.. but not this week.. cos he's still recovering from chicken pox now.. Chicken Pox!! great timing huh??!! he got it from his friend at the office (who came to the office while still in a bad condition!!! darn! and he passed it to my brother!!) :( ... but he promised to go with me next week, though... but then, if i go with him.. I cant go with my other bro (Erick) .. cos Luxki n Erick r not really good friends anymore now, i guess i can say it that way.. I'm not really getting along with Erick's girlf anyway.. she's the kind of girl who like to shop (esp. branded fashion things).. while me?? I dun really like to shop (except for books, cds, n dvds).. exactly the opposite.. :(

I asked my "sister" (girl friend who is older than me) too .. she said she already planned to watch the movies with her sister and they got the tickets already..!! :( huaaaaaaaaaaaaa... i was too lateeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

n I cant go with my friends here at the office.. the girls dun like it.. they like lovey dovey movies (i like them too.. but I like cartoons n xmen more).. the guys? they like it.. but they r all married..!!! :(

I hope my aunt will be back on Saturday n I hope she'd like to accompany me.. otherwise, I'm gonna be so bored to death at home.. feeling lonely.. lonely.. lonelyy.... hueeeeeeeee...

my cousin this morning asked me though "so who's going with u?" .. i said "noone" .. n she kinda think about something.. maybe she decided to go with me?? *wishing.. hoping.. pleaseee* .. I dun like people pity on me.. but hey?? for X-Men?? I dun mind!! \\(^o^)/

PS. yesterday was holiday.. some people takes the day off.. and they're having long weekend.. i so envy them.. but it also made the traffic so different this morning.. it only took me 10 minutes to get to work this morning (instead of 1 hour).. hehehe.. I cant help myself but kept stepping on gas!! :D oh every light I passed was green too!! .. I so love this morning's traffic!!! :D

My Dream is Coming True!!!

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.. my sis is coming tonite at 8.10 pm!! :D along with her hubby n her son too.. my lovely nephew.. my world's #1 baby!! finally.. after been waiting for more than 1 year (since he was born).. I finally get to see him :D Sean Andrew Coulter..!! it just couldnt get any better that this!! \(^o^)/

Now I can have pictures TAKEN WITH him.. not just have pictures OF him.. \(^o^)/ cant wait!!!

Just cant stop smiling today!! :D hehehehe... actually been smiling since yesterday.. though I had to clean my room (my sis's gonna sleep there), get rid of breakable things, cos he's such a naughty naughty naughty cute chubby kid!!! love him!! \(^o^)/

btw, I'm having trouble with blogger lately.. it took ages to load.. anyone having the same prob?

Finally!! After all this time!!!

I got 2 topics for this title :D hehehe..

My hairstyle has always been the same since highschool.. medium-long-straight shaggy hair.. I didnt even realized it till one of my high-school friend, which is a guy, pointed it out few months ago.. he said "ur hairstyle didnt change a bit!" .. I wasnt even close to him during those years.. gosh!! ok so I got bored with it (finally!) and on Saturday I went to my hairdresser (the lovely Ci Gun) and asked him/her (ok I dunno whether to address him/her as a man or a woman.. I'll go with 'her') if a curly hair would suit me.. and she said yes.. just the bottom part and big curly.. she wouldnt make it whirl (??), just wavy, so the shaggy part would still be visible.. :D went home looking different.. with wavy-curly shaggy hair.. hahaha.. and my cousin said I look better that way.. meaning: I look more mature and of course prettier!! :D (ok, so I added the "pretty" part myself :P) .. I need that right now.. looking mature.. :D why? cos my co-mates said I look like a college girl instead of a staff, though I already follow the dress code here.. or maybe it's the way I talk too.. :(

but what's bad about it? my hair is very very naughty!! now, the side part is wavy.. but the back part is not too wavy anymore.. huaaaaaaaaaa.. wanna cry.. hiks.. paid 250,000 rupiahs for it.. that's around USD25.. oh but she shaped my eyebrows :D for free!! hehehe.. I'm not good in putting on make-up.. cant do it myself :P

Now the other "finally" topic..

After more than 2 months trying to live without my mom.. finally, she's coming home today!!! :D I request a permission to leave work early to pick her up at the airport.. and got approved :D Woohooooo!! so happyyyyy... cant wait!!! hurry hurryyy...

buuuuuuut.. dunno why, I tend to get sick everytime I was about to meet my mom (after been away too long, of course).. like when I was still in Beijing and she came to see me.. I got a fever and she had to take care of me... and now.. I got sick again, headache, fever, threw up couple times.. etc.. my cousin said that's because me and my mom have the same chinese horoscope signs.. Dog :D .. just like when the puppies long for their mom's touch.. that's what happening to me right now.. hehehe..

Oh there's another demonstration downtown :( around 100.000 or more workers r gathering along the main street and then they gonna divide into 3 groups n went to 3 different locations, one of them is the president's place (Istana Negara).. just hope I dun bump into them later on my way home.. :(

I didnt realize that I've been missing 4 days of blogging here.. too caught up in playing new game hehehe.. well not new game.. registered since months ago.. but just figured out how to play it a few days ago hehe.. CyStage :P

Amadeus

Amadeus - Director's Cut.. a rather old movie.. 1984.. right when I was only around 2 years old hehe.. bought the dvd last December I think, but didnt watched it until last night :P Quite interesting to me.. but people do have different taste, dunno whether u will like it or not :D and it's a very long movie too.. 3 hours.. as I said, it's quite interesting for me that I didnt feel bored.. not like when I watched Aviator :P

Shown in the title, the movie tells us about Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.. oh but he's not the main character here.. instead it's Antonio Salieri. Salieri managed to be a famous composer in Vienna.. and Mozart was his idol.. but then, when Mozart came to Vienna n they got the chance to meet, Salieri found out that Mozart's talent was the opposite to his behaviors.. he was a conceited, spoiled person, someone who liked to tease girls. He also had the heart of the girl that Salieri laid eyes on. Yet in Salieri's mind, God had sing thru Mozart and the music had always been miraculously amazing. Salieri started to hate him and he started to hate God too for using such a person instead of himself.

Mozart was a person who couldnt take criticism, he often said "It's perfect, I cant rewrite it if it's perfect" even if his music offended the Italians and he was a big spender too.. Salieri saw this as a way to get rid of Mozart.. he spread the news that Mozart was not to be trusted with a girl alone.. so no one wanted to let Mozart be their daughters' piano teacher. Soon, Mozart got broke. But that was not the end of Salieri's acts. He pushed Mozart to the edge, pretending to be nice guy, pretending to be his only friend, at the end he slowly killed Mozart.. or in his opinion, he tortured God..

But after that what happened? As we all know, Mozart became a legendary.. while Salieri? people started to forget him, his music was less and less played.. in fact, I never heard his name before :P I like classical music but I'm not a big fan of it hehehe.. like to play it, but dun like to listen to it.. made me sleepy n dizzy :P

\(^o^)/ wanna find movies about other composers.. :D

Nightmare YAIKS!!

Had another nightmare on Friday night.. not about murder or dragons.. dunno why I often dream about dragons, the chinese tales n history always refer dragons as the kind helping powerful animal n sign of good luck, but my cousin told me that the bible said dragons are the symbol of the demon king, that it shows the end of the world, weird thing is.. one of my dream was similar to the story in the bible, where there was an earthquake, the earth split and the heat, hot lava, and fire came up from the center of the earth, at the same time a dragon appear from under there.. people kept falling into the lava until there were only me n my family left.. but not for long, they fell too.. and I was left alone.. it was always the same.. the end of my nightmare about dragons.. in the end there was only me being chased by the dragon..

Anyway, my nightmare few nights ago was not about it for sure.. but it still had something to do with death and the end of the world..

We (my family n some unknown people) were having fun on the 2nd floor of a villa.. when I suddenly looked at the clouds n they were weird!! they were like paper clouds n someone stuck them up there.. and 2 of them were black (not dark clouds.. but BLACK!) .. feeling weird, I told my dad about it.. and when he was looking at the clouds, he said that there were some kind of smoke.. thick smoke.. but turned out it wasnt smoke, it was water.. sea water.. and suddenly BAM!! the water hit the buildings, the ground.. I saw people some tried to swim and some floated dead.. cars floated too... we, who were on the 2nd floor just stuck there and could only watch in fear..

Dunno how and how long.. the water dried up.. but the danger was not over yet.. I went to the grocery store with my cousin (I dun recognise the face but in my dream I called her with one of my cousins' name), her husband, n some other guy.. to buy something important, I guess.. it was in a box.. maybe medicine or something.. the most annoying thing was.. my cousin kept forgetting her stuff!! first she carried her bottle (seemed to be important for her).. and she said she forgot her jacket in the car.. so she went back to the parking lot n got her jacket..

After she got what we need to buy, she held her jacket with her right hand, and the box with her left hand.. the bottle?? she left it!! so she decided to get the bottle.. next, she got the bottle n the box.. we ran to the car.. just when we were about to leave.. she realized that she left her jacket again!! dunno why but the rest of us just stood there n didnt help while she ran back into the store..! Me, on the other hand, kept shouting histerically at her to move faster, cos I saw the water again from far far away.. we drove off.. panicked.. shouting "faster! faster! the water is gonna get us!! quiiiiiccckkk!!!", while another person shouted "Ke! wake up! let's go now!" .. hhh.. and that was the end of my nightmare.. it was Saturday morning already n my dad woke me up to go to the gym with him..

Since I'm not a member of that gym anymore.. I had to pay 100.000 rupiah entrance fee (around USD10 I think) oh but I used the very much of it.. hehe.. exercise around 1 hour in the fitness centre.. swam around for less than an hour.. met a scary kid and so I decided not to swim anymore.. dunno why, I was resting a bit, standing there in the water, facing the pool's wall, and that kid, maybe around 12 years old, just came n breathed on my face.. when I looked at him, he moved away.. ok so maybe it was nothing weird.. but not long, he moved closer again.. this time dunno what was wrong with his hand.. I felt something moving near my left arm.. and it was his hand.. he slipped it between me n the wall (lucky there was a big gap there) .. so I looked at him again and asked "What r u doing?" he said "Nothing" .. n moved away.. and I swam to the other side.. when I swam back he wasnt there.. then he started to move closer again, I swam again.. kinda scary.. what's wrong with him??!! Duh! after that, I stopped swimming n headed to take a shower.. before that, enjoy the sauna n whirlpool.. hehehe :D

There was a blood donation event there that day.. that was my main reason to go there.. :D my first time and finally I did it.. after longing with curiousity for it all of this time!! Yay Yay Yay!! :D

Under The Same Roof

This is soooooooooo nice!!! (my senior sent me the information.. I'll try to translate it :P)

In the city of Yogyakarta, Indonesia.. in the same property with Balai Budaya Puskat, just about 8km away from the heart of the city (heading to Kaliurang).. lies a square-shaped building, with a cone-shaped roof. What's so special from this building?

Its four walls each has the same length, that is 8m. On the west wall, there's a Arabic calligraphy like in a Mosques, saying "And God does not like destruction." On the south wall, a picture of doves is hanged, written on it "Look at the birds in the sky." which is usually can be seen in Churches... North wall, there's a picture of Swastika (Hindu symbol) with writings "I keep the trees alive.".. and last, on the east wall, there is a line of words saying "Let every creature cheers with joy", the words of Buddhism.

Those symbols and words are placed in the center of each wall, while the rest is covered with a painting of bamboos and the higher it is, the fader the color is. The place is designed to be used as a sacred place, where people of all religions (not just those four main religions) can pray and bring him/herself closer to our Creator. The Pastor/Priest (Romo) said "There is no partition up there, even though here we praise Him in different ways." And he also said that God has never see people differently, we are all just the same in His eyes, He opens Himself to us, everyone of us. I agree with that, there is no use in fighting over religions, for religions are just human made. God never talks about religions.

At first, the Catholics protested this place. They questioned why the picture that is used is doves picture, not the cross.. and why build such places for other religions too.. While the Moslems insisted that there should be no pictures at all.. But as time goes by, more people came there to pray, and the place got more accepted.

The article said that with more places like this, there would be no more fights on lands to build sacred places.. and please let me add to it, there would be no more sacred places being burnt down too..!!

Well, I think it's good! I think it's really good!! especially here in our country.. where religions have become the main reason to fight.. most people here are not racist for different cultures, but racist for different religions.. and still claiming to be pure as angels.. yuck!!

An Anti-cook Cooked

Our house maid went home yesterday afternoon and so we have to clean the house ourselves and cook our own food.. this morning I cooked SPINACH!!! :D stir-fry red spinach hehehe.. yay yay yay spinachhh.. tastiest vegie on earth!! but.. cos I cant cook, the spinach was a bit salty :P then I fried crabsticks and some shredded beef (gepuk) ..yummy yummy one.. but since I cant cook, the shredded beef was a bit burnt.. hehehehe :P just a bit, so it's still eatable :P

Then my bro made fried-rice just when I was about to leave for work.. urgh!! I didnt get to taste it!! he's a good cook.. he once said he wanted to be a famous chef someday.. everything that he cooks tastes yummy, while everything that I cook tastes plain or sometimes too salty.. oh 'cept sushi and noodle-rolled-sausages!! gotta learn how to cook soon..!! hiks ={

Happy Easter!!!

Happy Easteeeeeeerrrrrrrr!!!

but I hadnt been good last weekend.. I was supposed to go to church on White Thursday, too caught up in playing games at the office and by the time I got home, the mass has started..
I was supposed to go to church on Good Friday too.. instead I went to the supermarket to buy our monthly needs..
I was supposed to go to church on Holy Saturday (Easter Eve).. I didnt.. I was going to the 21.30 mass.. but my friend (neighbor) already went to the 19.00 one.. and I was too lazy to go alone.. and the rain stopped me too (I know.. lame excuses..)
But I did go to Easter mass.. on Sunday.. along with my aunt n my uncle's family.. Easter mass on Sunday has always been a mass for the little children.. well, my uncle has a 5-year-old son n 2-year-old daughter.. so it dun matter, right? but me n my aunt were really bored.. the mass took more than 2 hours.. not for the sacrament, but for singing children songs n for some dramas too.. was bored and the weather was hot too!!
urgh.. bad bad nike..!!

anyway, I was listening to the radio the other day.. and the presenters were discussing about Easter.. they wondered what Easter eggs mean.. why eggs? and why colourful eggs? then.. they wondered why there is Easter bunny.. Bunnies are mammals, they dont have any eggs.. but what's the idea of a bunny and eggs? .. ok now I'm wondering too.. :P maybe I should browse the internet..

oh, I watched Casanova last nite.. it was greeeeeeeaaaatttt (to me) :P love those kind of movies, love seeing the dresses.. Victorian style dresses (but I dun like Victorian dolls, mind u.. they're freaky.. they might come alive at midnite, u know.. like Chucky.. yuck!! it even gave me cold shiver just typing down his name here!).. anyway Venice looks amazing n romantic.. I wanna go there on my honeymoon (ouch cmon, a girl must have a romantic dream!!).. ;p hehe.. I went there once, but didnt really enjoy it cos one of the old man in the tour was missing.. spent the day looking for him and by the time we found him, it was time to get back to the hotel already.. *sigh*..

ok.. time to work now.. already 10 mins past \(^o^)/

Hhhhh...

Found this in one of my emails... so niceeeeeeeeeeeee...

Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him/her if you can't let him/her go.

"They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ...
I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again."

"You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?"

A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried.
Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried.

hhhhhh....

Thanks Be To GOD

I take back the hatred I had for those trees and birds in the parking lot back.. I take it all back!!!

I'll tell u this first.. Next to this office is a police dormitory (I think that was what they told me)

Then the story begins..

It was raining hard outside.. oh no.. it IS raining hard outside.. so hard that the roof of that police dorm flew right onto our parking lot!! It hit 2 cars.. guess what? one of them was mine!! "Nooooooooooooo.." I panicked.. one of my seniors parked his car beside mine right behind the big tree, so the tree covered his car from the flying roof... he moved his car rite away and then said that the roof hit my car's front window.. I cant move it anywhere cos it was stuck..

The car beside me (the one that got hit too) was my other senior's car.. she rarely park there, today, dunno why she parked her car there.. see, her car is rather high and mine is small.. so her car was also kinda protecting my car.. turned out when the securities check on the cars, they said that the roof did hit my car's front window, but it didnt break it.. and if they lift it up, I'd be able to move my car somewhere else.. so they helped me.. oh turned out that the roof didnt ruin my senior's car too.. and so the securities helped her too with those roof parts.. we havent check if our cars got scratched though..

half part of he roof was iron.. but it didnt touch our cars.. not even a bit.. why? cos it was stuck on the branches.. the big tree's branches!! Thank YOU, GOD.. for creating that big tree.. for it protected our cars.. which means protected our hearts too (from beating too fast)..

End of story.. I feel so relieved now :D

edited: one of my bosses just now told me that my car's front window got scratched.. got around 3 or 4 scratches.. hiks..

The Urbz

Lately, I've been addicted to this game.. The Urbz: Sims in the City, another one of Maxis' developments.. Well, it is not a new game and my bro bought it a looongg time ago.. but I started to play it just about a month ago..

I like it better than any other The Sims versions.. why? cos time is not really a factor here, my main problem with The Sims :P I cant seem to keep organized everyday, where my sim has to work from 8 am to 3 pm, then keep the relationship level high, gain more and more physical, art, mechanical, or logical, etc skills, get enough entertainment, and more!! esp. when my sim starts to get whiny!! aaarrgghhh!! cant stand it!! by that time, I usually give up, bulldoze the house and build another one.. starting a new one with a new sim.. hehe.. :P

The Urbz is more fun to me :P completing goals in order to complete another goals.. secret missions.. be popular :D .. and the jobs.. u can do them whenever u like from 4 am to 11 pm, u'r not stuck with one job all the time, got paid everytime u complete a job session and u get bonus everytime another urb buy ur product :D .. and then u have to choose the right way to interact with other urbs, every district has its own gestures and style..

I've completed it once.. using a big-round-brown eyes Urb, brown hair, white skin, pretty pretty face :D hehehe.. named it Angel Vogue.. her face is now on everyone's shirt and on every poster n billboard.. and now I'm playing with a small-brown-eyes urb, black hair, asian skin, small nose.. hehehe.. chinese girl :P I think i named her Chichi Lee.. dunno why :P just like the sound of it.. Chichi's face is already on some districts posters and some urbs shirts.. but not on billboards.. Angel's still on them.. Oh, I think I'm gonna play a male-urb after I finish this one.. :P that is, after Chichi's pics replace all Angel's.. :D

well, bad thing happened yesterday.. I played the game from around 10 pm to something past midnite.. and I decided I would go to sleep after a while.. I reminded myself to save the game after i changed Chichi's clothes.. guess what? too caught up in choosing new clothes for her, I forgot to save the game after that.. and then when I was about to end the game.. !!!Hang!!! it just stop there!! dunno why.. but it did!!! waited for minutes.. nothing changed.. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... 2 hours playing.. for nothing!!! and i've completed so many goals in that 2 hour time!! a lesson made though, regularly save the game when playing..!! stupid me :(

Ice Age 2

Yuuuuuuuuupppppppppppppppppp... I finally watched it last nite!!! and the road was pretty safe.. guess the demonstration was over by that time..

The movie was very funny, cant stop laughing thru out it, I'm even laughing now.. haha.. they r all so cuteeeee esp. scrat.. so hillarious.. then Diego so cool!! love him so muchie muchie!! :D No, i'm not gonna tell the story here, u have to watch it urself!!

It was worth watch it! Very Extremely Super Recommended!!! (note: great for stressed people)

Tick Tock Aaarghh

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??? Why does the time move so slowwwwwwwwwww?? it's still 4.44 PM.. please please please make it 5.30!! pleaassseeeeeeeeee...

and an annoying thing is happening.. i'm about to watch Ice Age 2 in less than an hour but there's a demonstration now near that mall!!! Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggghhh it so aint fair!! please please please make them go away!! pleaassseeeeeeeeee...

why do they have to do it today? why?? why do they have to demonstrate on my happy day?? Aaaaaaaarrrggghhh... *ok, done with the screaming.. better get back to work now..*

edited on 17.25 --> hhhhhhhhhh... 5 minutes to go.. but 5 minutes feels like agessss... cant work anymore.. my mind is not here... hehehe it's 2 minutes now.. gotta get ready.. bye byeeeeeeeeeee...

Between Dirty n Clean

I'm talking bout my car :P Everyday I park it under a tree.. I have to, cos it's hot outside and the parking lot is covered with trees.. :P what I hate about it is that I have to see bird poo everyday all over my car!!

I usually wash my car every Saturday (not personally ;P this lazy girl asks her dad's driver to wash it for her hehe).. sooooooooo... the car looks sooooooooooo clean when I come to the office every Monday.. and it looks soooooooooooooooooooooo dirty every Friday.. hehehe.. and now most of my workmates know what I'd be doing between after-office-hour and before-going-home.. that would be.. wiping my car with wet tissues!! :P

Birds o birds.. why do u have to do this to me???

P.S. It's Wednesday!! which means the car is half-dirty half-clean.. and today also means I'm gonna be watching Ice Age 2 tonite!! Uh cant wait!! Now I wish that time would move fasterrrrr!!!

J.Co Donuts

These r the donuts I bought last Friday, J.Co Donuts!! Turned out that it belongs to one of the famous hairdresser here, Johnny Andrean.. I thought it was American Donuts.. uhm.. I have never tried Krispy Kreme.. or I think I did (but I forgot how it tastes like).. but people been saying that J.Co Donuts taste like Krispy Kreme's.. :D

Here in Jakarta, there are only 3 in my city and the locations r far from me n my friends' place.. well, the mall I went to on Friday is far, but it's near my ex-college.. I rarely go there now.. then I was being naughty yesterday.. emailing my friends these donuts pictures.. and now.. they end up longing for (drooling) and asking me to buy them the donuts (esp. Cheese Me Up).. simply cos it's too far n they dun want to hang out there.. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... I'll go there again some other time..

It is said that J.Co's gonna open a branch at the mall near my friends' offices.. hehehe.. hope it'd open soon!!! then maybe we can sit there, drink some coffee, eat some donuts, n of course, chit some chat :P .. SOON!!!

Mass Day Off

It's Saturday, the third day of our loooonnggg weekend!!
Last Thursday was "Hari Nyepi" (The Day of Silence or Hindu Lunar New Year).. it was one of our national holidays here and it's coloured red on the calendar (which means holiday).. and since Friday was kinda in d middle, the government makes it a mass-day-off.. soooo.. no work from Thursday till Sunday.. lazy people :P still I'm happy for it.. Yay!!

"Hari Nyepi" is when there is no activities on the entire island of Bali, that includes the airport, and the people there stays home for the whole day long.. while in Jakarta? Long weekend means trip to the mountain.. stay in villas or camps.. but not for my family.. well, and many other families too.. me n my family went to visit my grandparents' (my mom's parents) graveyard on Thursday.. from morning till night.. tiring n hot day!!! we even smell like the sun.. yuck!!

Then I went to the hospital on Friday.. I was planning to give my blood.. been so curious about it, wanna know how it feels.. but then the hospital didnt have the event yesterday and I have to wait for their call until noone-knows-when.. they have to wait for the red cross to schedule it.. it's so weird that hospitals dont stock on blood anymore now.. what if a patient is in an emergency state and he/she needs blood immediately? I mean, I received an email weeks ago about this problem too.. the sender's wife died coz she kept losing blood after giving birth and the hospital had to call the central hospital first, asked for blood..???!! with the traffic jam rate here.. in Jakarta.. it's impossible for them to transfer blood from the central hospital to other hospitals A.S.A.P..!! seriously, it even takes me more than an hour here to drive to a less-than-3-kms-away-place!!!

I left the hospital (in disappointment) and went straight to the mall nearby, bought some cds ("Wow Hits 2006" Christian hits and Lee Hom's *cute guy :P* new cd).. and bought some books too (a comic book and a book explaining about our body :D).. oh and I bought donuts!! \(^o^)/ J.Co's!! it just opened there I guess.. cos I didnt see it 6 months ago hehe.. it was good.. I mean, I usually dun like donuts.. dunno why.. just dun like the taste of donuts.. but J.Co's donuts are different.. still, one thing I dun like.. the icing! it's way too sweet for me.. (I dun really like sweet food)

and Today.. I went to ULP (Universal Language Program), as I did two weeks ago.. listening to Chinese Language class.. then I was planning to go out with my friends.. but then I remembered that today's my cousin's (the one who lives in our house) bday.. and I had to be back before 5 pm.. while my friends were planning to go after 3 pm.. huaaaa.. cant meet them for just half an hour.. not enough time to catch up on their latest news hehehe... so I decided not to go and stayed home playing games till it was time.

Anyway, we (my family and of course the birthday girl) went to have dinner at The Jittlada, a Thai resto near my workplace.. yummyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. but salty.. but I dun really mind since I like salty food :D .. we ordered Sam Muang (I think that's the name.. it's the mango salad).. then green curry (love it!!!) ... Pad Thai (love it too!!) ... Baby Kailan with garlic (yummy!! *sluurpp*) ... Fried fish with Thai spicy sauce (very salty! :(..) .. and Tom Yam Kung (the sour spicy Thai soup.. dun really like it.. hehe..I dun really like shrimp and sour food..) Well, the dinner was a success, turned out that Thai food suits my cousin's tongue, she claimed.. and my dad ordered a birthday cake secretly but my cousin used her sixth sense.. see, when we were wondering where my dad was, she said "he's buying a birthday cake.. and it's chocolate!" .. and it was true huaaaa.. aint fair!! not a surprise anymore.. hiks :( .. but we still had fun!! too bad my mom isnt here.. cos we ate durian ice cream as well (her fave fruit)!!! :D

then we went home and watch Ice Age all over again for the 100th times.. my family is a cartoon fans ('cept my mom).. watching cartoons can never get us bored.. we're going to watch Ice Age 2 on Wednesday :D hehe.. my dad got a free ticket and booked another 3 (for himself, my bro, my cousin, n me) for that premiere night.. cant wait!!! hehehe...

Ok.. it's 1.36 AM and I should go to bed.. tomorrow gotta get up early and go to my greatgrandparents' grave.. uhm and if i'm not mistaken, we're going to my grandparents' (my dad's parents) grave too.. humm... nite nite!! Oh, Happy "Hari Nyepi" for those who celebrates it.. and Happy April Fools Day too!!! \(^o^)/ I got my bro fooled today!! Muhahahaha *evil laugh* ... gniteeeeee!!!

Over the Weekend

Nyukss!!

on Friday I went to the mall right after work to meet my "brothers" and "sister" :D hehe.. why I typed them in quotes? coz they'r not my real brothers n sister, they r all friends I used to spent time with while I was in Beijing and they r all older than me.. so I call them "koko" (older brothers) and "dajie" (big sister) or "cici" (older sisters).. it felt really good to spend time with them again.. share each other's life and laugh along with them again.. kinda miss those day when we got to spend every day together.. now everyone's so busy and even some of us live in different cities.. hhh.. barriers!! Oh, I bought a box of milk that nite, called Stefit (I think they got the name from 'Stay Fit'), contains vitamin A, B1, B2, B6, B12, C, D, E, Calium, Calcium, Zinc, Iron, and more.. and of course! No Aspartam!! It's kinda weird.. the one I bought was for age 19-40 years old, contains no Aspartam, while I was gonna buy one for my mom.. +40 years old one and it contains Aspartam.. what's the difference? maybe as people getting old, we need more sugar.. but not artificial sugar which ruins the brain..!!

Then Saturday.. I supposed to go to the Language Course center, but I overslept.. lazy me :P then in the evening I went to the gym with my Aunt.. was there for around 2 hours and then we left for the mall (the very same mall I went the day before).. had dinner there, bought some bread for tomorrow's breakfast, and then went home.. and as usual, I got sick for going out at nite.. allergic to night air? hehe..

Sunday! My Aunt got free tickets from her boss to watch The Disabled People's Arts Performance Troupe.. it was a fantastic, marvelous, amazing, totally cool show!!! especially the bodysattva by the hearing impaired.. My bro should be the one who watched it, not me.. so that he could see how people like him can also dance beautifully along with the music!! I should have brought camera with me.. stupid me.. I didnt know where we were going and I waited till we were in the car to ask my Aunt.. hhh.. I tried to take a picture using my cell.. but the resolution just not good enough and all it can catch just the glow of their clothes.. catchy yellowish gold.. :P I couldnt find the pictures from the internet too.. I guess I'd scan the brochure once I get home today.. the 7 visually impaired show was really cool too, one of them played piano, while the other 6 played different kinds of chinese traditional instruments.. soooooooooooo greeeaaaaaaatttt!!!! pictures comiiinngg...

Anyway.. this morning I got up late (again!).. it rained since nite and 6AM was still dark and dark made me sleepy.. then I got tummy ache just before I headed to my car hehe.. :P and as usual, the rain causes traffic jam.. it took me 1 1/2 hours this morning to get to the office and without a doubt, I was late for 1/2 hour.. *sigh* ... buuuuuuut.. my computer got a new memory now (512 MB).. the technical manager installed it while I was still stuck among cars.. hehehe :D it's faster again! :D

Healthy Chili

Do u know that eating chillies makes u healthy? I just read in a mag yesterday about this.. sure I heard about chillies smooth ur skin, but I found out lots more yesterday!

Here, in Indonesia, most of our food contains chillies. Yup, we looooooooovvveeee spicy food hahaha.. :D scientists lately confirmed that chillies can make evil (disease) away from our body. In fact, chillies have vitamins in them, take paprikas, they r rich of vitamin C, while red chillies contain betakaroten and bioflavonoid. Here goes chillies:

!They Do Not Cause Tummy Ache!
Paul Bosland, PhD from The Chili Pepper Institute in New Mexico State University, USA, said that the antimicrobial capsaicin in chillies controls the growth of bad bacteries in our intestines (Uhm.. I think paprikas doesnt count here, since it is not spicy, it doesnt contain capsaicin..). The capsaicin also stimulates tissues inside our stomach, widens the blood vessels, and fixes blood flow too, to prevent us from irritation.
Chillies cures metabolism problem too (I go yay for that!!!). Food that goes in will be processed soon to give us energy, and that's good news for those who want to lose some weight. \(^o^)/ (another yay!!!) See, they do not cause tummy ache, 'cept if u eat too much of them! :P too much of something just brings u troubles..

!They Prevent Cancer!
Scientists in Pittsburgh Univ found that capsaicin makes cancer cells destroy themselves without affecting any healthy cells. Capsaicin is even believed could help in the process of cancer medication in the future.

!Chili-Making Slaves!
Chillies is very important when talking about Indonesian dishes. It is important in my home too, as what my cousin often says, "eating without chillies just aint eating!". They r very important that a long time ago, when Indonesia was still under the Dutch, there are slaves whose task was to make chili sauce. They work in the Dutch Lords house, who married an Indonesian. The tastier it is, the more expensive the slave's price.

!Why We Crave for Chillies!
Even though our lips feels like burnt, tears coming out of our eyes, then running nose and smelly sweat, or even swollen lips (that's me!) when we eat chillies, we just keep wanting them!! why??? Chillies are addictive, when capsaicin do the job (burning our mouth), our tongue tissues would send a hurt-signal to the brain. The brain, in order to protect the body, would produce endorphin, giving a feel of pleasure and comfy. The spicier the food is, the more endorphin would be produced, the happier u would be.

!A Friend for Our Heart!
Capsaicin, the one who makes chillies taste like chillies :P, has the ability to reduce cholesterol and blood pressure, which means, the risk of stroke and heart attack is also reduced. Capsaicin is also anticoagulant: prevents coagulation, stops blood from clotting. A research was conducted in Thailand, where they check people's blood after eating a bowl of Spicy Thai Noodle. Their blood circulation way much better for 30 minutes and that's what the scientists believe that eating spicy food makes tromboembolism is very rare in Thailand.

!Reliever!
Chillies have mucokinetic effect which clears slime (Indonesian: lendir) such as mucus. The spicy taste of chillies stimulate the tissues to produce liquid in mouth, throat, and lungs. This liquid helps to thined slime, so that it is easier to let it out. Sooooo... when u got flu, eat something spicy, even just temporary but ur nose would feel better.. hehe..

!Extinguish the Chili-Fire!
Now u dont have to worry about eating chillies for I got the recipe to handle the effect :D (of course from the mag!) U can drink either milk or yoghurt. This trick is said to be one of the most effective ways to cool ur tongue. In milk, or any dairy product, there is a substance called casein, which acts like a detergent that washes capsaicin from receptor nerve in our mouth, so that the spicy and hot taste would abate.

Translated from: Fit April 2006

Picky PC

Hellooooooooooo..!!

I'm posting using a new computer now.. hehe.. well, not exactly new, it was my senior's.. he got the brand new computer and I got his \(^o^)/ This is so much better than my previous one.. why??

My previous computer was under Pentium 3 processor, with 40G harddisk capacity and only 128 MB of RAM.. it was irritatingly slow!! especially since I'm using it for programming.. with those SQL Server, Visual Studio 2005, Java, etc. installed, I can only operate ONE application at a time, if it was VS.. especially when I was debugging the program.. ok ok so maybe not only one application.. I can run winamp too.. but then the song would go like this "I.. I.. kn.. kno..know..ow.." :P

So yesterday, my senior has cleaned this cpu (his ex) and reinstalled WinXP for me :D .. it had Pentium 4 processor, 60G harddisk capacity (changed it with 80G one) and 256 MB of RAM.. one of the managers said that the RAM still kinda slow for programming but I think I wont even feel it slow since I just moved from 128MB RAM hehe.. and so after that I moved the data from my previous one to this one.. And this morning I was set! At least that was what I thought.. Cos when I just connected the new cpu with my old monitor n keyboard n mouse.. suddenly it just didnt work!!

I was kinda panicked, thought I touched something inside and so it was broken.. huaaaaa... and then my other senior helped me.. and he found the problem!!! hahaha :D know what? turned out that this CPU was very picky!! it dun want my old keyboard, it demanded a new one, the pretty pretty one!! *sigh* when we plugged in the keyboard, it wont turn on.. and when we plugged it off, it would!! and so one of the managers gave me a new keyboard with matching mouse too \(^o^)/

Then another problem came up.. plugged but said unplugged LAN cable.. solved! .. creating new email identity in Outlook Express.. still not solved yet.. why? I forgot the mail server name \(^o^)/ .. it kept prompting me for username and password.. and I'm very sure that I typed them right.. so it must be the server name.. and the only senior who knows it didnt come to work today.. hehehe.. and it was the webmaster's mail!! huaaaa.. what if one the clients got probleeeeeemmm???!! OMG!!! I'm so messed up.. *sigh*

I cant start working today too on my project.. cos we dun have the SQL installation cd rite now in sight :P .. but I still gotta go.. havta install Visual Studio 2005 here.. it's 12.02 pm and I'm still not set! :( hungry...

American Idol

A few days back, my dad subscribed to Astro and we get 70+ channels from around the world for Rp.150.000,- a month.. that's around USD16.. kinda worth it, I'd say.. we didnt get HBO, CCTV4, etc. coz we have to pay extra fees for them.. it dun really matter since cartoon network, AXN, Star World, MTV, [V], E! are included in the package.. \(^o^)/ I can now watch Powerpuff Girls again!!!

2 days ago I just found out that Star World broadcasts American Idol over satellite.. so I dun have to wait till Saturday (on local TV --> RCTI) to watch it.. haha.. I dun usually watch American Idol, in fact, I wasnt interested at all in it.. but dunno why.. I've been watching this season's auditions and I just grew to like it.. I mean the contestants can really sing!! that goes for Indonesian Idol too.. but not for AFI (a singing competition too, but sappy one..)

So anyway.. as I watched thru it, when Kevin Covais sang, I figured out why I dun really like him hehe.. he kinda looks like Chicken Little.. and since I dun really like Chicken Little, there goes my conclusion :P Then I remembered that Simon once said that one of the ex-contestants, Gedeon McKinney, looks like Chip 'n Dale.. lol.. funny how people looks like cartoon characters.. I mean, funny in positive way :D .. then I remembered how my friend said I look like Snoopy's friend (edited: he just called me that again last night over the phone!).. *sigh* :P



urgh.. I'm having trouble putting picture here in Blogger.. I'll add some later..


edited on March 24, 2006
Last night this Kevin Covais left American Idol.. and I just found out that they've been calling him chicken little too.. hehe.. guess I was late :P a bit slow-minded maybe :D ..

Still talking about American Idol, I'm going for Chris, Katharine, and maybe Mandisa (she's getting better each day!).. Hope one of them wins.. or maybe the 3 of them hehe...



Okaaaaaaayyy.. I'm off to write a new post! :D

Today is GREAT!!!

\(^o^)/ I guess it's gonna be a good day.. I started the day in a good way and a good feeling too \(^o^)/ .. I came half an hour early to the office.. usually I crazily drive my car, speeding n move from one lane to the other along d way.. and I usually arrive around a minute before or after the work start-hour hehe.. :D but not today!! I was pretty calm back there :D goodie goodie..

Started my day with a smile too :D God is really great.. amazing how a mom has emotional connection with her daughter.. Just when I need her most, she's there.. :D I remembered the last time I was away for school.. and then I fell sick.. suddenly she called me (she never calls on weekdays) and asked how I was doing, whether I was okay.. just the right time hehe.. :D

and last nite!! my mom sms-ed me and asked about that problem I have.. but I couldnt tell her over sms.. so I got online and chatted with my sister (my mom's visiting my sis till May) via Yahoo! Messenger (this is an advertisement :D) ... and I told her all about it.. let's just say.. I poured my heart out.. glad to know that she supported me and gave me some encouragement.. and I felt much relieved.. and then I gave her the task to pass it to my mom.. haha.. so she got my permission to gossip about me.. Anyway, thank you for the best sister in the whole world!! \(^o^)/ love u.. oh we gossiped about our brother too.. and he didnt even know it.. he was asleep.. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh*

Ok it's 2 minutes left till work.. I gotta get ready now.. my senior just gave me a new task to do.. which is good! :D .. it is much much better than doing nothing at all!! \(^o^)/

Have a nice day all!! Hope ur morning started off nicely.. and hope the rest of the day will get even better.. \(^o^)/

I Want My Mommm!!

I miss my moooooommmmm!! huaaaaaaaaaaa..uwaaa..waaa..waaaaa....

She's been gone for more than a month now (since Feb 16th) and it's still more than a month too till she gets home (May 1st) huaaaaaa waaaa uwaaaa waaa... Though actually, I only get to see her at night everyday if she's here, that's when I got off from work.. still with no-one here to scold me, my life just aint my life!! :( know what I mean? and lately, i'm not feeling well.. emotionally.. and I need to talk to her.. I talked to some of my friends but I dunno.. I know I made the right decision, and it's my life, so I got to choose, right? Some of my friends told me that it is right and some of them said I have to rethink about it, though I very much know I'm not gonna change my mind.. I need someone to support me and I think she would, I need her to.. I just wanna talk heart to heart with my mom.. I want my mom, I want my mom, I want my mommm!!! Please come home soon!!

Then yesterday night, my mom's friend's daughter got married, and since my mom couldnt be there, I had to take her place n attend the party.. it was kinda nice, though I had what-to-wear crisis earlier.. why??? remember me getting sun-burnt?? my arms look really really ugly right now, skin peeling off.. which means, i only can wear long-sleeves.. and I dun have any!!! lucky i just bought a shirt the nite before, well it helped a lot!! hehe..

Anyway, I finished my work for the day.. hahaha.. and it just feels good!! I mean, at first, I have no confidence at all making the program, I understand nothing about it, but today I sat like a very sweet girl.. usually I walk back n forth to the loo or to get water.. but today.. I just sat here and did the task (sometimes stared blankly at the monitor too) :D .. but I did it!!! MUHAHAHAHAHA... well, uhm my senior is gonna check on it later.. so it's not really finished.. :P

And I just remember now that I do have another program to make.. my mind is kinda blank today.. said to myself "ok, i need to change that code" ... and when I clicked on the window.. suddenly it turned to "what did i say i should do just now?" ... *sigh*...

I guess I need to refresh my mind and sooooooooooo... it's time to go home now :D Good Evening!! :D

Outing 2006

Last weekend was so much fun!!! tiring but fun!!! \(^o^)/

Went on a camping trip with the office from Friday till Sunday.. we left on Friday nite (cos we had to work first as usual) and arrived at the site around something past 10, were late for 2 hours (traffic jam.. in Jakarta, as always) and so we only sat a while for a welcome briefing then went right away to take a shower and sleep.. Woke up at 5.30 AM the next day and did some exercise.. haha it's been ages since the last time we did sport, running down the hill was a piece of cake, but then running back up left us panting for air.. :P Took shower before we had some breakfast and start the activities of the day.. first off is Rope Challenge (basic level)... I wasnt feeling confident at all, neither were some of my friends.. but guess what? we actually finished the challenge.. all of us!! it was kinda scary.. but fun!! :D just hate the bee that was bugging me while I was up there (I have bee-phobia, cos it stung me once for no reason!!).. and I was terrified at the last step, when we supposed to jump off the log.. hhh.. see, I could only hold my breath, couldnt scream for no reason.. the voice just stuck in my throat.. it happens too everytime I'm on a rollercoaster ride.. *sigh* Glad that I could do it to the end and get my piece of sweet watermelon.. hahaha.. Well, the first challenge was done! We skipped 2nd challenge - medium level and 3rd challenge - advance level cos of the rain (it's gonna be slippery up there and the challenge was far harder).. we went straight to the last challenge.. which is the Flying Fox.. sliding from a 18m high tree.. or I think it was higher (cos I was shaking and hurt my hand trying to climb it).. long waiting but it was fuuuuuuuuuunnn!!! My boss was supposed to wait at the end of the line to take pics but he didnt take many photos there, out of battery.. hiks.. I didnt bring camera, so I just picked photos from my friends' and lucky some of them managed to capture some.. oh I was terrified too, cos there was a wall at the end of the line.. I know that the slide will stop at the right moment.. but I just.. uhm.. kept imagining that I would slam into that wall.. BANG!!! I'm so feeling stupid.. Finished the challenges and we took some rest, waited for the rain to stop, took shower, and had dinner... at nite, we had a campfire.. not for long.. why??? IT RAINED AGAIN!!! annoying isnt it? but we got the chance to have a door prize and I got an electric water kettle.. lucky me.. haha.. :D We spent the 2nd day tracking and tea-walking... tiring and hot.. and know what? I forgot to put on sun lotion!!! *sigh* we were supposed to have a game in the swimming pool, but I dunno why they cancelled it.. maybe cos many of friends got sick from the day before (blame it on the weatherman!) .. and so we went home on Sunday noon.. exhausted and burnt red.. haha..

Still I had to go on a wedding party along with my Dad n Bro right after I reached home.. was gonna wear a short sleeves when I looked at the mirror and realize that my arms are red.. hahaha.. so I went for long sleeves :P and now my arms hurttttttttt..!!! my cheeks too!!! huaaaaaaaaa......

Anyway, it was such an experience, first time for me.. this event was the second time for the office.. the first time was in 2001 (of course, I wasnt there, only been working here for 1 1/2 months now) ... I heard that my bosses are planning to do this kind of activity again.. dunno when.. but it's gonna be... RAFTING!! love it!! wish I would be there :D ...

I'm gonna have lunch now.. my tummy is growling..

Anger Management

I HAVE NONE!!! SO...

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THAT'S 100 TIMES FOR YOU!!!

Fart?!

\(^o^)/

Ever pull someone's finger and hear a weird noise come out of his or her butt?

Ever sit in a tub of water and see bubbles come out of your hiney?

This strange noise and vibrating sensation that came from your butt is most likely caused by a fart.

A fart is a combination of gases (nitrogen, carbon dioxide, oxygen, methane, and hydrogen sulfide) that travels from a person's stomach to their anus. When a person swallows too much air or eats foods that the human digestive system cannot digest easily gas becomes trapped in his/her stomach. The only way for this excess gas to exit the body is through the anus.

The gas that makes your farts stink is the hydrogen sulfide gas. This gas contains sulfur which causes farts to have a smelly odor. The more sulfur rich your diet, the more your farts will stink. Some foods that cause really smelly farts include: beans, cabbage, cheese, soda, and eggs.

A scientific name for a fart is flatus or flatulence.

The word fart is just one of many different terms used to describe the release of gasses from the human body. Other popular names for farts or farting include: gassers, stinkers, air biscuits, bombers, barking spiders, rotten eggs, and wet ones. You can pass gas, break wind, blast, beef, poof, rip one, let one fly, step on a duck, and cut the cheese.

Farts can be stinky, wet, loud, or silent but deadly. Pee-eeew!!!

Did you know?

• On the average, a healthy person farts 16 times a day.


• Hey guys, don't be fooled by girls who tell you that they never fart. Everyone farts, including girls. In fact, females fart just as much as males.


• Many animals fart too. Cats, dogs, and cows. Elephants fart the most.


• People fart the most in their sleep.


• Farts that contain a large amount of methane & hydrogen can be flammable.

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Source: Cool Quiz

Dont u say that u never fart OK? I know u do!! :D MUHAHAHAHAHA..

What Date is Today?

YUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!! TAKE A LOOK AT TODAY'S DATE!!! Know what today is? d'ya know??? d'ya know??????????

IT'S MY MOM'S BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!! hahaha.. :D but she's not here currently.. away till May 1st.. hiks.. please remind me to call her tonite.. hehe.. this time is gonna be different.. we used to give her a surprise.. *although she can always guess from the way we act that day* hehehe..

Anyway... Happy Birthday to the prettiest, loveliest, best even bestest MOM in the whole world!!! :D Love u Mom.. and miss u too!!! :( GBU 24/7 \(^o^)/

World's #1 Guy

He may not be THE world's #1 guy.. but he is definitely my world's :D hehe.. I have a list of world's #1 man, world's #1 guy, world's #1 lady, world's #1 girl (or maybe I should call her a woman now), and even world's #1 baby.. hehehehe.. maybe I'll have more categories later in the future.. For now, I'm gonna write about my world's #1 guy..

On the day he was born, everyone was extremely happy.. He's his parents' first (and only) son, his sisters' first (and only) brother, his grandparents' first grandson.. of course everyone was in joy!!! \(^o^)/ He was big for a baby and he was healthy too, but it wasnt until a few days later, when it was difficult for him to breathe and the doctor said it was katalepsi ("kejang".. ok so I dunno the English word for it).. so the doctor gave him anti-biotic (which I know now that it should NOT be given to babies!!!) But then.. they found out that it wasnt katalepsi at all, instead he got a hole in his heart, his clean blood mixed with his dirty blood and that makes him hard to breathe..

They moved him to another hospital and put him in the ICU.. he was dying.. the joy turned into deep sadness.. they tried everything they could and finally a miracle came and saved his life.. they could take him home.. but not for long.. they had to take him back to the hospital to check his hearing.. Remember the antibiotic? well it DID its job, it made him deaf.. His parents went home in tears.. sue the doctor? would it do any good? what's been done is done.. right? sueing the doctor wouldnt give him his hearing back..

Other children could hear their parents' voice.. listen to their parents' lullabies or stories.. sing songs.. but he couldnt.. he had to learn sign language very early and went to school at the age of 2.. spent a year there or more and then he moved to a much better school.. where they taught him to actually speak.. they said "u cant hear, but u can talk! so dont use sign language!" .. and that was where he learned how to read lips.. *good things about being able to read lips: u can know what people are talking about from afar.. good for gossipers ei?* ..Anyway.. he grew as a very thin boy.. should I say skinny.. he cant run and play like any other children cos of his heart.. it tired him easily and his skin turned blue when it happened..

When he was 4, his parents decided that it was time for him to have a heart surgery.. so they took him to Australia (where the doctors are most trustworthy than they are here!).. the operation was successful and it changed him.. he can run, he can play, and he can do sports.. that skinny boy just disappeared in time!!

He turns out to be a kind-hearted, intelligent, tall, handsome, caring person, not so gentleman but I'd still say he is, and he's a good cook too.. he's just the kind of person that everyone would like!! he's the nicest guy I've ever known.. I'm telling you HE IS!!! call me a brother complex, I dun mind.. maybe I am.. :P he, my brother, is sooooo friendly, if u see him, then u'd (almost) always see a smile on his face.. even to people who have hurt him.. he's so forgiving.. I'm just worried bad people would use him.. :(

He likes little children and he takes care of them whenever they're around.. he holds his mom's or sisters' hands when they walk alone.. he's funny too.. very very funny.. negative things? uhm.. lemme think.. he's kinda lazy to study, though he's bright in maths and science.. and he likes to gossip.. and haha u might say he was born to be a playa, or let's just say he was born with charm \(^o^)/ many girls like him.. but he seems to have a problem with girls lately.. he moved to a normal school *see, he's bright! :D even though he cant hear but he was one of his class top ten students!!* .. he told me once that normal girls mostly dun want to be with him.. he was very sad at that moment.. i know it would be hard for him to have a good-hearted girlfriend.. even if the girl was okay with this, what about the parents? Well as you know, parents always question their son/daughter's girl/boyfriend.. it's gonna be tough, u know, with his condition.. and even when it's all good.. what about his brother-complex-sister (me)? it's gonna be a problem for his future-girlfriend/s.. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA..

My friend told me once that my brother's life is still stable rite now.. meaning, everyone is nice to him, he's confident.. but there's gonna be times when he feels down.. when people look down on him.. when he finally realizes that the world is aint fair.. especially in his career and love life.. people tries to bring others down.. even friends compete.. will he be strong by then? he'll need someone to turn to.. especially his family... and will we be strong by then? will I be? I pray so..

Cars That Can Fly

hahaha yup!! I'm dreaming of those!!! See, I was 1 minute late for work.. I left earlier cos I had to go to the gas station first.. and I was supposed to arrive at the same time I did yesterday.. turned out this morning's traffic wasnt friendly at all!! I dunno why but it was far more crowded than yesterday.. So maybe 1 minute dun mean too much, but my work was actually not more than 20 mins away from home, and it took me more than an hour to get there.. even it took me 3 hours once!!

I hate this kind of days.. everytime I'm stuck there in the middle of pollution and stress and car horns and heat, I always wish that I have a flying car.. just like the movie "Flubber" hehehe.. No, I dun want all people have it.. just my family!! Why? cos if everyone hav this kind of cars then there'd be traffic jam up there too.. so maybe I should make it my own.. but I dun have the ability, it's not my line of work.. maybe if I got very very rich, I'd ask the expert invent it for me.. but would that be illegal here in this country? *haha so i laugh at my own imagination*

or maybe a car that has long stretchable legs would do good too :D u know kinda like Inspector Gadget.. but it's a car.. does Inspector Gadget has a car? he does, doesnt he? and does his car have those legs? If yup, then I would want his car!! very very much!!! then I would just walk past other cars with my evil laugh.. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Goodbye traffic jam...!! Oh, I just love the feeling.. :D

When is it gonna come true? maybe in year 5000 and I definitely would be dead by then.. *sigh*

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PS: I just realized that I havent been using Maiandra GD after all.. why? Cos I thought the name was Maigandra GD.. muhahahaha.. and I was stupid enough not to realize that the font has always been the same.. anyway, I wrote this post with it.. is it kinda hard to read?